If somebody asks me what is my feeling right now, I would summarize my feelings into three words: worried, frightened and terrified. I am worried to death to wait for my Japanese Language Proficiency Test (JLPT) Level 3 result, and the feeling has been intensified day by day. My scholarship is conditional to JLPT result which means I am only qualified to receive the scholarship if I passed the test. I admit I hate that conditional clause badly because it does interfere with a lot of decision I need to confirm right now, but after all, it is already stipulated by the sponsor, and being grateful as one of the nominees, all I can do is nod and wait for the outcome to reveal.
I am quite confident about the test actually. I really hope I could pass the test not just because it is the scholarship requirement, but because I have learned Japanese by myself for as long as I can remember, and passing the test would mark another life achievement to me. I didn't bother to register to sit for the test previously because I couldn't care less about it.
But being confident alone is not helping. This feeling is torturous. I simply hate it.
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Good luck!
bak kata mariah carey dan whitney houston, "u will when u believe..".
slamat BERNYANYI!
coy: thanks!
najib: 'bernyanyi' sahaja belum cukup meredakan gundah gulana aku:(
oh cepat la tamat penyeksaan ini!
All the best. Cam aku pun join risau skali.
*Biarlah ird dpt g jepun*
thanks nauwar! aku dapat pegi! I passed my JLPT test!!
congratulations man!! glad u've made it!! because... maybe next time i can save on my accommodation when i visit japan... lol... just kidding... congrats!! we shall celebrate tomorrow...
cheers,
dk
thanks darren!
no problem about the accommodation :p
I am actually expecting all of you can visit Tokyo while I'm there and have a great time:)
no worries, we absolutely will meet up before I depart. I'll arrange the time (perhaps the happy hour) and I'll invite the MSI clan.
cheers.
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